Carnal Immortal

Maria spends the entire day thinking about what she should do.

She can't get Amon out of her head. The kiss, that filthy, sloppy, mind-numbing kiss, has her thoughts in a chokehold, and his touch, so addictive.

Every time she thinks about it, she gets horny, and it ends with her on her bed with her legs spread wide apart and her pleasuring herself.

Maria wanted to stop, but she couldn't. She couldn't stop thinking about Amon and his irresistible touch.

The more she started being influenced by thoughts of Amon, the more she understood Caroline and her decision to cheat on her husband.

Amon only kissed and groped her, but Caroline must have been having an affair for days, weeks, or even months. Maria could only imagine the things Amon did to Caroline.

The thought made her shudder because she could also end up the same as Caroline. A cheating, slutty wife who gets fucked by Amon behind her loving husband's back. And this is the only thought that is helping her fight back her urges.

She cannot see herself betraying her husband. So she has to be firm.

She has to deny him his wish, and even if it means her husband ending up with erectile dysfunction for life, then so be it.

Maria is willing to live a sexless life for the rest of her life and be content with just the love of her husband. She doesn't need sex; she doesn't need a child.

She is okay with how things are. Or at least that's what she is saying to herself.

Now her only concern is how she is going to rely on this decision of hers to her husband.

She spends the whole day thinking over it, going through her points, practicing her words in front of a mirror, and as the time for her husband's return home gets closer and closer, Maria starts getting more nervous.

The door clicks open. Alan walks in. He has a big smile on his face. He even has flowers in his hand.

When Maria sees that Alan likes this, her heart softens. She has not seen Alan look this happy in years.

"My love~" Alan says, approaching Maria. He hugs her and gives her a kiss. Maria kisses him back, but she can't help but compare this kiss to the one with Amon.

That was something else; it made her body blaze with heat. She still couldn't believe how horny she got for Amon. But she has never been able to feel the same level of excitement from her husband.

'I shouldn't be comparing them. It's not fair for Alan. I already betrayed him by letting another man kiss and touch me. I can't be dishonoring my husband like this,' Maria thinks. Trying to get back her determination.

"You look really happy, did something good happen at work?" Maria asks.

"No, it's the same old. In fact, today was one of the worst days I could have had, but I don't feel sad at all," Alan says with a big smile on his face.

"And why is that?" Maria asks.

"Because I was finally able to be one with you, and I will be able to be one with you again and again. Our relationship that had gotten stale finally has its fire back, so how can I not be happy?

All day at work, I couldn't stop thinking about our talk. I can't wait to experience it again," Alan says excitedly, hands the bouquet to Maria, kisses her on the cheek, and goes into the bathroom to take a shower.

Maria stands speechless and conflicted as she looks at the bouquet in her hand.

She recalls the happy, excited smile on Alan's face. It's been years since she has seen that look on Alan's face.

For the past year, he always came home looking gloomy and exhausted, but today there is a bounce in his steps, and that gloomy, exhausted look that Maria had gotten used to is no more; instead, it's the happy, charismatic man she fell in love with.

Her heart begins to ache. She has gotten her husband back, but the price for it is to be a disloyal, cheating slut.

She begins to wonder if Alan's happiness, charisma, and self-confidence are worth it in exchange for her becoming a cheating wife.

Maria is in a great dilemma. Her thoughts were once again consumed by Amon and the things he did to her in the elevator.

She gets horny again.

Wanting to calm herself down, she walks into the kitchen and starts preparing Alan's dinner.

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Inside the shower, Alan stands under the shower as water rains down on him.

His thoughts are also consumed with the thought of voyeurism, but deep down, he is interested in something much more twisted.

He didn't lie to Maria when he said he had one of the worst days in the office. The client that he handled fired him, and he got a heavy scolding from his boss for losing such an important client, but he really didn't give a shit about any of those things.

Like he said to Maria, his thoughts throughout the day were consumed with only one thing and one thing only. The act of her getting fucked by another man.

Voyeurism was just his excuse to push his wife to open up more so that one day she would be open to having sex with that man.

During his break, he snuck into the bathroom and started doing research about his cuck fantasy and found many such cases of men just like him who like to watch their wives get railed by bigger and better men.

He was glad to see he was not alone with such feelings and desire. He then looked up some cuck porn, and when he watched it, he got an erection, which added more to his desire.

He imagined his beautiful, innocent wife, under Caroline's lover, moaning like a feral animal and squirming while she looks at him as he sits in a chair that's placed in the corner of a room.

He got so turned on by this fantasy of his that he jizzed without even stroking his dick.

'I hope my performance managed to put the nail in the coffin,' Alan thinks as he thinks about how he presented himself to his wife.

He made sure to look as happy as he could possibly be to encourage his wife to take this seriously.

He knows Maria very well, and he knows she will do anything to make him happy, and if it means watching other people have sex beside him, he knows she will do it if it means that he will be back to his old self.

Yes, it's very manipulative, but he can't think of any other way. The thought of his wife fucking behind his back is enough to make him hard, so you can only imagine how he will react to seeing the actual act.

As he thinks about it again, Alan gets hard. Seeing his own hard dick gets him excited.

He is no longer suffering from erectile dysfunction. But now the only thing that can get him hard is the thought of his wife getting used by another man.

Alan wonders if he would go out and fuck his wife since he is hard again, but then decides not to.

'If I show her I can get hard without needing to watch it live, she might change her mind. No, I can't allow that,' Alan thinks and starts beating his meat to the fantasies of Maria getting fucked by Amon.

He doesn't even last a minute and cums hard with a satisfied smile.

Alan then finishes his shower and walks out of the bathroom. He puts on some casual clothes and enters the kitchen, where Maria already has his dinner plated on the dining table.

He puts on his happy face and kisses her again. "I am so happy that I could even eat this even if it were burned. Maria. You made me the happiest man alive. I finally have my confidence back. Now everything will go back to how it was," Alan says, putting on his most genuine smile.

Maria sees that smile on his face and feels more conflicted.

Now that she sees that smile, she can't bring herself to kill it by denying the thing that is making her husband so happy.

She just can't do it.

Night falls, and the couple lie next to each other. Maria looks at Alan and decides to give it one last try.

She reaches out of his dick and starts stroking it, hoping that it will stand up now that he no longer has erectile dysfunction.

"I am sorry, Maria," Alan suddenly says. "I can't get it up right now, but don't worry. We can soon be one together. That's enough to make me happy," Alan says.

This is the final straw. It breaks. Maria sees that Alan is very happy about this. She can't bring herself to see him sad now.

She is willing to go through it. She is willing to be the slutty cheating wife if that's what it takes to keep that smile on Alan's face.

"I have something to say to you..." Maria says nervously.

"Oh, what is it?" Alan asks, meeting Maria's eyes.

"Today morning, after you left for work... I met him in the elevator..." Maria says.

"Who?" Alan asks, but he believes he already knows the answer. "Miss Caroline's lover.... I told him about... your condition..." Maria says, blushing.

Alan's eyes widen, and his breathing gets faster. "And what did he say?" Alan asks.

"He... agreed to it..." Maria says, her face as red as a tomato.

Alan's mind gets blown. He can't believe Amon agreed. He can't be any happier than he is right now.