SS 4 — Journals… (1)
Journals… (1)
[[[Yun Rang]]]: Eldest Daughter of Yun Beishang and Tonkia. Born 3 years before the beginning of the Lineage Era.
21/02/02. -Dear diary, Daddy has been missing for 4 months, he lost my 4th birthday... I think I now know what those other movies were about, I don't want to watch them anymore, I miss Daddy, miss him a lot.
I can hear Mother and Mommies murmur in their sleep: 'miss, wait, wait- miss, for you- wait, wait for you' and things like that a lot. At first I thought they were just thinking of Daddy, the weird thinking... But I now think that it is not so, it must be something different... From now on, I will continue to miss Daddy, I will wait for him and make sure that all of my brothers and sisters wait for him too! I am the Eldest, after alllll~!!
30/06/03. -Dear diary, Uncle Zach is the most amazing historian I've ever seen!! But now that I think about it, isn't it so weird that in the most barbaric old Earth, the daughters of their leaders were used for trading??? What would they do if their sons all died, in war, to each other or because of sickness?! After so many adult sons died and their fathers became old, depression, panic, anxiety and fear would overwhelm them, how could they reproduce with any other younger female then? Makes no sense, makes no sense.
Then, their lineage would be over, many strong generals and leaders' bloodline ended because of this, overestimating their own breeding capabilities and underestimating their mental health and emotions, yuukk!!!!
No wonder Daddy always says that in the night, he can only come when it gets too late to play again with him because he is giving all of my Mommies and my Mother their respective love. Woah, it is only now that I, Yun Rang, know how fantastic father is! Nobody but a stronger person like such will be my husband in the future, I swear!!
Uncle Zach told me that I learn too fast that he would have to give me extra lessons everyday so as to not waste my time and for me to get to the degree I deserve to be already despite my age. If only Daddy liked him as well and had him as my Mommy, but I learned that Daddy is not like that, is a pity really.
Uncle Zach’s husbands are so nice, they told me that I should know how to dance, and that knowing how to dance helps me improve my movement, learning of the body and of one’s body even more. I am now taking dancing classes with them, they’re so amazing! Even Mother and Mommies want to learn from me from time to time, waaahhh~!!!
03/12/04. -Dear diary, it’s about my 6th birthday and Daddy hasn’t come back yet, Daddy is bad, Daddy, I love you and miss you so please come back already?
Yesterday, I started studying something, something that even Mommy Elizaveta didn’t know and that made her face become sooooo silly out of nowhere, hehehe. But it was so simple! I don’t understand why nobody seems to get it, really, aysh!
Daddy, I remember that I swore that I would get a stronger boyfriend than you, but Daddy, there are so many boys in my Academy. They’re so cute and so gentle, hehe, almost as gentle as Mommy Naty but much more silly like Mommy Zi Fei and Mommy Xiao Ruo. Mmm, but they don’t even last 2 seconds in my head, they are all a bunch of weakling. Yeah, nevermind Daddy, nobody is worthy of me, your Eldest Daughter and Child!
Oh right, this thing I’m working on(I know there is something about daddies not liking their little girls filling their heads with just boys…it happened just a few times! I’m sorry…), it is something that I think it’s just impossible to create. Buuuut, with how I am doing things…it just comes to me naturally! I can’t explain it, booo… I am going to show it to Mommies once I’m done with the preparations and blueprints to show them… We can do so much, and give Daddy a great surprise!!
17/03/05. -Dear diary, I never felt so incredible, alive with my blood running so crazy and my head spinning but with all my 6 senses fully awake! I can feel it, when I beat those boys that talked badly of Daddy and even of my Mommies, as I fought wildly with them… Daddy, is this why you never stopped fighting even when we were so safe already? When you were protecting us completely and letting us feel cared for?
I like it… I could see it in Mommy Natalia’s face when she came storming into the room, Mommy had tears coming out of her eyes like she wanted to drown the entire world! When she ran up to me, she first saw the blood trickling down my knuckles and fists, it wasn’t just a little, so I felt shy and hid them behind my back.
But Mommy Naty came over and took my hands right to her face, directly cleaning them over and over again until my hands were red from her scrubbing on my skin, aiyo… It was only then that she told me that I am not supposed to fight…without proper gear on my body, or I could get sick, ill and even fall unconscious if someone was to be dangerous biologically towards another clean and healthy person.
Is that why Daddy always had his armor? So cool.
Then, Mommy Naty noticed the other boys, all much older than me by more than 10 BIG years. 3 of them were down, needing to be hospitalized and not moving at all with one of their eyes semi opened and the other closed as if with pain, I will always remember their faces before and after. The remaining dozen of boys were fearfully shaking, trembling and not daring to look at me.
When they did, they peed. They had to be given lots of bottles after just half an hour of waiting, and changed rooms 5 times already, so smelly!
When Mommy Naty saw all of that, she looked back at me and told me how brave I was, and how powerful too! I felt so nice, I couldn’t wait to tell Mother, those 3 boys acted together to touch my butt, so I knew that they had to be given a second hit to their heads and so on, I also pulled several chunks of their hair just in case. I think it worked, overall.
Most boys my age in the Ancestry Academy are shorter than me, only a few very tall boys can be a couple centimeters taller than me, I am veeeery proud of myself. But it’s also not like Mommies said that boys would treat me, and after today, I’m guessing it will even be less like what they told me, hehehe…
09/04/06. -Dear diary, my father has already lost 6 of my birthdays, I’m 8 years old but Daddy is still not here. I already know everything that is known, it’s so boring, but I continue waiting for Daddy too.
Carolina and Isabella, as my youngest Little Sisters, they are so lovable!! My other brothers and sisters no longer sleep with each other, we all know who our Mommy Yun Yun is and Daddy’s relationship with her but we are not like them. Each of us adores Mommy Yun Yun! But none of us feel like they do. Mommies said that it would be fine if we did, that we could then understand better after we were teached many things, but it never happened.
Now, I sleep alone and so do most of my siblings, but as a girl, I could bring baby girls to my HUUUGE bed in order to help Mommies’ everyday. Now I’ve brought Little Sis Carol and Bella to my side, there’s nothing that can stop us now!
In the night, we sleep without the slightest sounds, sometimes my Mother, Mommy Crystal and or Mommy Sammy would come and sleep with us, they would always marvel at our silent sleeping, hmph!
But on the day, we are the main, strongest force here around. Nobody can stand in our way, and should they even try, they will answer to our Trio-Girl Federation's full anger!!
14/02/08. Dear diary, I feel soooo empty, I wanna hug Daddy and show him my Warp Jump technology, why can’t he come back already?! Am I doing something wrong? Mommy Yun Yun says that Daddy is still out there, how can he not know how to come back? Should I be doing something different? Exactly what?!
I can only spend my days in boredom as I polish this damned thing, but you are still not home Daddy, why, why? Why?! WHY?!?!
20/07/09. -Dear diary, the Warp Jump was presented, it was all okay. Now it will be installed into each and every Spaceship at the direct order of my family, but Daddy is still not here… Does Daddy no longer love us?
01/12/10. -Dear diary… Daddy, if you are there, somewhere… I will let you read all my diary, no matter what. My journal can be read by you all you want, all you want! Please come back…I really am tired of writing and writing until you come back, Daddy, but I’m not stopping until you come back, Daddy. Until you come back, I will never stop waiting.
Creak~.
“...” Yun Beishang was reading through his daughter’s diary, his left hand holding the large, pink and cute book with marks of decals with the shape of a wolf, lion, shark and a dancing ballerina were all over the cover of the pink book - began trembling as his warmed eyes got insanely painful with the last writing on the book being of just some days ago from his return on this very day.
“Daddy-,” when Yun Rang, who had just opened the door to her own bedroom entered it and saw her dearest daddy holding onto it. Rushing up at him, opening wide her arms and legs in the air and locking the right side of his body as she rested her right ear onto his right shoulder, a plastered smile on her lips easing daddy up.
“Sniff, sniff. Daddy’s back, you are back…” Yun Rang’s sobbing, tender voice infinitely jabbed at Yun Beishang’s heart, to which he could only close the ‘journal’ that was halfway filled in and with so many decals having been removed already. All of his child’s childhood…spent without him, he lost most of it by a great margin…
“I’m sorry…” Yun Beishang spoke out with difficulty, his arms embracing the monkey locking her limbs onto him, lowering her slightly and slowly as her legs became more relaxed and the soles of her feet looked for the floor to step on. Once she was back at standing on her own, Yun Rang looked up at her daddy before punching his stomach with a headbutt and her small,thin arms surrounding him.
Her head reached up to a little above his solar plexus already, she was so grown up and Yun Beishang couldn’t help but hug her head with his very own hands as she buried herself into his stomach. With a long while passing, it wasn’t until a smiling Tonkia joined in before a bunch of other Mommies and his children came into the bedroom to do a gigantic hug-group that it finally stopped…
02/01/11. -Dear diary! Yesterday was the best birthday ever! I’m now 13, Daddy is back, and my Mother is pregnant again! Woaaaaaaaaaaahhh!!
I can’t believe my Daddy brought me to fly around, it was so incredible, so incredible! And even when it was my siblings’ turn, he still brought me around, me and only me! Bwhahahaa! But I will never forget, he is now in charge of finding me my boyfriend - future husband and father of my children! He is not allowed to live freely in this life until my expectations are met, bwahahaha! Daddy will never leave again!
24/04/25. -Dear Diary. Daddy’s parents were brought back from somewhere by Daddy, and they are now living with us, but that will only be temporary. Right now, they are teenagers, even younger than me, hmph! But as they are my grandparents, we all make sure to treat them well, especially the new Mommy maids who want to earn Daddy’s favor and start screaming for 2 whole nights consecutively when they really behave really well, sigh…
I now know of course that my Daddy is so… ‘full of energy’ yuk. But whether or not I want to admit it, lately, my body is responding to my life-long drought and I’m beginning to explore myself in a way that is not childish… I can’t help it, every single sibling of mine seems to have a similar sex drive to that of Daddy, especially Younger Brother Darcel…I think he is going for a second pregnancy already.
Sigh, and now, I, the Eldest. Is also touching herself every 3 hours whenever she can… I need a boyfriend… No, I need my
boyfriend, siiiiigh~! I just hope I won’t be living in loneliness for thousands of years like Mommy Ellie before finding my man… Or was it more than that? What was it? Eons? Hm, something like that.12/08/39. -Dear diary. From seeing my most loyal lackeys, Carol and Bella, being torn apart by being sent away from me as they found their man. From especially preparing their wedding to now helping them deliver their 8th child… Holy crap, I’m such a lonely person… Lately, Mommy Ellie, Mommy Nora and Mommy Helrra have been rather friendly with me, I… I won’t reject them anymore, I’m officially joining the old cougar-single club, sigh…
I’m so glad for everyone, even my baby brother, just less than half a second younger than me, is also married and with a child… So content, beautiful and amazing💓.
15/07/83. -Dear diary. I. Can’t. Be. Lieve. IT! Mommy Selina!! She’s just a tiny baby thing, but she is here, I know it is her! Without her and my other Mommies, I wouldn’t know how to beat kids more than a decade older than me, oh my god!! This is what it means to be an existence?! IT’S SO AMAZING! I’M GONNA BECOME ONE AS WELL, OH GOSH!!
31/11/98. -Dear diary. Why do I hear moans and harsh, heartless slapping from my Mommy Selina’s room? Daddy is being bad to young girls? Aiyo, doesn’t he know that my 20th little brother will learn badly from him? It wasn’t enough already with Mommy Zi Fei’s boy and his hundreds of wives by the time he was 20? Gosh. And that’s without talking about my 10th little sister and the swarm of cocks that control half the world. She is such a charming little girl. My god.
…29/01/9,380. -Dear diary. It’s been so long, I’ve met so many Races of the Life Races, our included, the Unparalleled Race but…none have been worthy of my hand. That’s how I and Daddy think, sigh, am I going to die alone? I really don’t want to follow my Mommies’ steps and take so long to meet my man. Oh well, Daddy says that in a couple thousand years more, he will take me to see his benefactor and ‘Teacher’, I’m so excited!
…01/01/1015. Dear diary. On this 12,033rd birthday of mine, I am going to meet the man who will be the one I belong to, god… I almost broke the Universe we were in while hearing Daddy’s words with that teasing smile of his, I can’t help it but cry out of nervousness…and joy, perhaps?
I’ve met wonderful men, all of them desiring to grab my neck and eat out my mouth but… After just a few tens of years of solitude with my Mommies’ experience of how, why and truly they managed to keep their whole virginities to my father. At first, I didn’t know if they were possible, but then, as I heard lots of things about some older women in New Earth about their life experiences… It was like comparing an ant in beauty to that of a ferret… Just nothing.
And now…now that I’ve even set eyes on dicks that are only in my imagination, I can safely say that whoever is getting my hand is in for a whole millennium-long session of me raping him!
In a way, something tells me I’ve taken too much from my surroundings thanks to being a single dumb bitch. But I can let go of my inhibitions, I deserve the most greatest, amazing and unthinkable man in the entire existence of everything that there is and there will be. Sigh, I just wonder what kind of incredible man it will be.
All I know is, this man is currently trying to ‘retake’(?) over the whole Universal Lands, even those from the Great Sage of 12,000 years ago who reigned for soooooooooo long.
Indeed, only such a man is worthy of my Daddy’s little girl, hehe. Though I wonder, if my Daddy and him were to fight or to conflict each other, who would win? Daddy is so uncaring towards the Universal Lands and beauties offered to him, only great paradises is all that attracts him. Living there and then taking away such beautiful worlds is quite a feat.
It is always fine since his Life Essence can give birth to more Kingdoms, but… If he were to fight it out with him, how would that be? Hehe.
An extremely intelligent, clever and beautiful, eldest daughter of Yun Beishang and the one with the most absurdly biggest in terms of talent, potential and growth.
At 18 years old, she was already 1.75 meters tall, blonde like her mother with black, broken-glass eyes. ‘But’, like her mother herself, she was also a complete table in terms of body, ah. Through the passing years, her image only grew to become unearthly, fairy-like and like the only celestial in the entire world. She became the only one of her image, appearance, demeanor, emotions and being existed within it all.
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[Yun Shi] 0.35 seconds older than his Big Sister, Yun Rang. Name given to him in honor of his great-grandmother and as the reason for his father to live on for so long without even knowing he himself would be real; ‘—Shi—life making’ - along with the Rang, of his Big Sister.
01/01/05. Father, I am now directing this message to you, if you’re out there, I want to tell you that everything will be alright. I’m not a genius like my Big Sister, but I love her just as I love all my Mommies and siblings. Even grandpas Kamagichi and Fusi are great towards all of us, so we are only waiting for you to come back.
Only, I want you to know very well that, even if you won’t come back in decades to our home, I will keep our world intact and protect it from any harm. I will do so until you come home, Father. And later on too, when you teach me how to do it.
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