chapter 46
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jerk.
again.
The sound of different footsteps rang out.
The atmosphere between the two of them right now was really strange.
The instructor’s lips hesitated as if he was looking at the eyes of the younger cadets, and the instructor’s attitude made the cadet move calmly.
It’s a strange situation, as if their positions have changed.
“…”
In a strange atmosphere, Kali and Cheonseong were moving together now. After some time had passed since they moved, Carly opened her mouth very carefully.
“Cadet of Hancheonseong.”
“Yes. Instructor.”
As if nature had been waiting for her to reply immediately, Carly stopped walking and looked directly at her nature.
The place the two of them were going to now is Kali’s private training room. But even before going to the training room, Carly stopped walking.
She felt that she should apologize sooner rather than later.
Because it seemed like it had to be.
The mental preparation for that took so long.
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Maybe it was her pride as an instructor, or was it because she wasn’t used to how to apologize?
Carly herself did not know what the correct answer was.
But nonetheless, one thing was clear.
I have to speak the truth properly now and apologize to him before it’s too late.
“…”
“…”
Between their gazes, the nature of Kali looked at Kali’s eyes, which swayed greatly, relatively calmly.
Ever since they started moving together, nature has been waiting for Kali to speak directly.
The moment we called each other in the classroom.
When Carly met their eyes with strange eyes, I thought my thoughts had lost their meaning.
As the instructor and the cadets met their eyes at such an untimely manner, some cadets in the space where the Class A lecture was lined up looked at them involuntarily.
at that time. Carly opened her mouth.
“To the Han Cheon-seong cadets, really… really, I’m sorry. I think I’ve done something I shouldn’t do as an instructor, and I’ve done something so stupid. I didn’t even think about the Han Cheon-sung cadets at all… I was just engulfed in my emotions and did stupid things. Today, I want to sincerely apologize for all of my words and actions…”
“Instructor… ?… ”
The nature staring at her was greatly astonished.
The instructor apologizes to the cadets.
A sincere apology that is completely different from the words uttered in the training session as before.
Considering the instructor’s authority and position within the academy, this apology now was unthinkable.
For a moment, he didn’t know what to answer.
Even now, it was a space with other cadets. But why are you offering such an apology?
“After entering the classroom today, I don’t really have anything to say about giving a face-to-face to Han Cheon-seong. At least he shouldn’t have said that in front of all the cadets. I said that I didn’t mean to blame the Hancheonseong cadets. Now that I think about it… I think I meant to rebuke the Han Cheon-seong cadets. It was a stupid idea, and the wrong thing to do. Even as instructors and cadets, there are lines that must be observed. I completely crossed that line.”
Carly spoke in a very cautious voice.
Even her voice was shaking following her shaking eyes.
Still, Carly didn’t look away.
Both his eyes and his voice trembled greatly, and he did not avoid looking at Hancheonseong.
I couldn’t apologize sooner, because I felt foolish at myself for giving an apology properly now.
He thought that nature must have been greatly disappointed in him, and, blaming his folly, Carly continued to suffer.
“…”
Naturally facing Kali’s gaze like that, he let out a small breath.
“Instructor Carly. it’s okay. I think the rumors that have spread can mislead me enough, and if those rumors spread around in the early days of the academy, they may not look good on me.”
The lonely nature has regained a calmer than her.
“Considering how great the shame and disgrace that Han Cheon-seong must have felt at that time… I can’t even say anything with ten mouths. I’m really sorry.”
Carly, who spoke carefully… finally bowed her back.
“…!”
A look of astonishment leaked out among the Class A cadets who were looking at what was going on.
And that was… Han Cheon-seong, who was facing her, was the same.
“……”
between the gaping mouths.
Even Han Cheonseong was at a loss for words for that moment.
‘Why on earth?’
The only thoughts that came to me as I looked at Carly, who bowed down to her waist, were doubt and surprise.
Who the hell is Carly?
Blood Dawn was one of the main characters who could be called the axis of this world along with the nickname.
‘Vibration’ is a characteristic of a powerful super-phenomenon series, and an overwhelming performance like a one-man corps on the battlefield.
In addition to that, she was highly regarded in the Empire for her unobtrusive personality and passionate attitude… Now she was bowing to me.
Even in this open space that other cadets can see clearly.
He had laid down all of his position and authority as an instructor, and was facing me person-to-person.
“Cadet Han Cheon-seong. I’m really sorry.”
He seemed to wake up late at the next words.
Then, my body was acting earlier than I thought.
jerk.
He took a step forward and raised his hand blankly.
I grabbed Carly’s shoulder, leaning against me, and very slowly lifted her up. And I thought I should get out of here first.
The attitude Carly showed me in the classroom was obviously very embarrassing, and I felt unfairly at that moment.
By the way.
Even so… this wasn’t it.
I shouldn’t have apologized until she bowed down to me now.
“Instructor Carly.”
He took a deep breath as he called out to her.
After Dalian in the last training room. I always thought she wouldn’t look good on me.
But that was nothing more than an absurd illusion.
Rather, because Carly thinks of me well. It also looks a lot better than the other cadets. He was dealing with me emotionally, not like her.
That’s why I can show such a sincere apology.
“You don’t have to apologize so much. Because my heart has already been resolved. As I said before, I think the instructor can do just that. Just because he apologized like this, I feel even more grateful to Instructor Carly.”
Admitting one’s mistake and apologizing for it was harder and more difficult than I thought.
Even between friends or close blood relatives, there were many cases in which the relationship was disrupted because they could not accept it.
What if it was between an instructor and a cadet…
It is something that an ordinary person would never do to give up his position and authority and give a sincere apology to me, who is only a cadet.
“…Cadet of Hancheonseong.”
The moment I saw her calling me blankly at my words, a smile leaked out. I don’t know the exact reason why the laughter leaked out.
A smile leaked out just looking at Kali’s so dazed expression on her face.
How could she take this so seriously and feel sorry for me?
It was surprising to Carly that he was the one who would make me act like that.
Called out in the classroom. Even when I heard a lot of bad things, I felt really confused.
But if you think about it, it was a reality that was possible because it was receiving so much anticipation and interest.
Carly doesn’t even say anything to cadets who don’t work hard or get average grades.
Because they ignore it or treat it like a non-existent person.
The fact that she has behaved like this up to now is that she considers me so important.
“Instructor Carly. First of all, I’d like to talk to you somewhere else. It must be a lot of pressure for me and the instructor to have a conversation here.”
His gaze stinged as he slowly removed his hand from her shoulder.
I also didn’t want to hurt Kali’s authority any more.
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shudder.
Even as I entered the training room with Han Cheon-seong, my mind went blank.
Thoughts continue to flow, then scatter as they are, and disappear again.
Still, he opened his mouth blankly.
“Then… the cadet Han Cheon-seong is taking a break for a while. I’ll bring magic engineering supplies right away.”
I was strangely afraid to make eye contact with Han Cheon-seong while speaking.
“Yes. All right.”
As if to avoid his seat, he headed to the side of the training room, but his heart was pounding loudly.
pounding.
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My heart, my heart, was strange.
He was running completely differently than usual, and even accidents continued and dispersed.
‘Why are you doing this… .’
I felt like an idiot all day today.
I was able to give an apology to him in anguish all the way to the training room, but even that felt strange now.
I didn’t know if my apology was a proper one, or if it felt good enough for a cadet to feel.
Ever since then, my mind has been blank.
However, the moment Han Cheon-seong lifted me up, I was greatly relieved.
A cadet I thought would have disappointed me. Because you smiled softly and looked at me.
After that, even when he led me like he cared for me, I just kept walking as if led by him.
Sabjak.
Although he was rummaging through the magical engineering items that came into his view, he could not focus properly.
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Multicolored mage engineering items shone brilliantly in the field of vision, scattered, and continued to clutter.
It felt even worse today…
“……”
Then, finally, I paused for a moment, put my hand on my chest, and took a deep breath.
pounding.
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My heart didn’t calm down.
…even though I have to help train the Hancheonseong cadets after that. In my mind, even that didn’t seem to work.
Why is this?
I felt weird.
‘Was it a shock to me that I apologized to the cadet like that?’
I wondered if I was that much of a shock, but… I didn’t know for sure.
It is fortunate that the outcome turned out well, and that would be the end of it. Why the hell can’t my heart calm down like this?
Why does my mind feel like it’s floating like this again… … .
“Me, Instructor Carly?”
Then, I was startled by the voice I heard.
“…Cadet of Hancheonseong.”
Turn your head to meet your gaze.
The pounding in my chest… got worse.