Chapter 9: Arriving At The Harlem Academy Grounds
The days went by in a blur for Benjamin. After weeks of steady recovery, a month had passed since the doctor removed his leg braces. His left leg was mostly healed, and he had gradually ramped up his training.
Every day, he pushed himself just a little more, testing the limits of what his leg could handle. He'd even begun to visit the HFC Haarlem Youth Academy grounds again, getting reacquainted with the atmosphere that once felt so familiar.
But something wasn't quite right.
On one of those days, Benjamin stood in front of one of the academy's smaller practice goals, ball at his feet. His dominant left foot, the foot he'd always relied on, felt... different.
The connection between his mind and that foot wasn't as fluid as it used to be. When he tried to strike the ball with the same power and precision he once had, it felt stiff, awkward, almost as if the foot wasn't his anymore.
He took a deep breath and shook off the frustration. It wasn't about getting it perfect right away. It was about showing up every day, no matter what, and putting in the work.
Benjamin switched to using his right foot, focusing on control, dribbling, and passing. To his surprise, it felt good, better than it had ever felt before.
Over the past few months, he'd trained his right foot to compensate for the weakness in his left, and now, it was almost as if his right foot had become his new strength.
He smiled to himself, feeling a sense of pride in his progress. "Maybe this wasn't the worst thing after all."
Later that week, Coach Jansen joined him on the academy pitch.
The two hadn't spoken much since that day at the hospital, and although Benjamin sensed there was something weighing on his coach's mind, he didn't push. He trusted Coach Jansen to tell him what he needed to know when the time was right.
"You're looking good out there," Coach Jansen said, nodding approvingly as Benjamin finished a round of dribbling drills.
"Thanks, Coach," Benjamin replied, wiping sweat from his forehead. "I've been working hard on my right foot. It feels a lot better than it used to."
Coach Jansen raised an eyebrow. "Your right foot, huh? I remember when you used to avoid using it like the plague."
Benjamin laughed. "Yeah, I guess the injury kind of forced me to start using it more. Now it feels like my stronger foot."
"That's good," Coach Jansen said thoughtfully. "You'll need that versatility in the scouting match. Scouts love seeing players who can adapt."
Benjamin's heart skipped a beat at the mention of the match. It was the one thing he'd been working toward since the injury, the chance to prove that he still had what it took to make it.
Every drill, every minute spent on the pitch, was leading up to that moment. But there was still a lingering doubt. What if his left leg gave out during the match? What if all the training hadn't been enough?
"You'll do just fine," Coach Jansen added, almost as if he could read Benjamin's thoughts. "Just stick to what you know and play smart. Don't overthink it."
Benjamin nodded, trying to push the doubt out of his mind. He trusted his coach, and he trusted his training. That had to be enough.
***
When he wasn't training, Benjamin found time to relax and clear his mind.
He spent his evenings strolling through the city, sometimes with Diane, the nurse who had helped him through his recovery.
They would walk along the canals, grab a bite to eat, and talk about everything but football.
With Diane, he felt relaxed and strangely comfortable around her. It was easy to forget the pressure for a little while, and Benjamin appreciated that.
"How's the leg holding up?" Diane asked one evening as they sat in a small café, sipping on their drinks.
"It's getting better," Benjamin replied. "Still a little stiff on the left side, but I'm managing. I've gotten pretty good with my right foot, though."
Diane smiled. "I knew you'd find a way to make it work. You're too stubborn to let something like this keep you down."
Benjamin chuckled. "Yeah, stubborn's one way to put it."
They shared a comfortable silence for a moment before Diane spoke again. "So, the scouting match... you nervous?"
"A little," Benjamin admitted. "It's a big deal. I've got to show those scouts that I'm still the same player I was before the injury."
"You're more than the player you were before," Diane said firmly. "You've grown, Benjamin. Don't forget that."
Her words stuck with him as they finished their evening. Diane always seemed to know the right thing to say.
***
On quieter days, Benjamin would visit his parents and little sister Ayo's burial site.
He found peace there, standing among the gravestones, talking to them in his head. It was a ritual he had adopted after their deaths, a way to stay connected to them even though they were gone.
"I'm doing okay," he whispered one afternoon, staring down at the small headstone with Ayo's name etched into it. "I'm getting stronger. I've got a big match coming up soon... I wish you could be there."
He closed his eyes for a moment, imagining what it would be like to have them cheering for him from the stands.
His parents and his sister, they had all been so supportive of his dream to become a footballer. It was hard to believe that they were gone, but in moments like this, Benjamin felt like they were still with him, watching over him.
"I won't let you down," he promised quietly before turning to leave.
***
July 20th, 2012, arrived faster than Benjamin expected. The day of the scouting match was finally here.
He woke up feeling refreshed and positive, ready for the challenge ahead. After a light breakfast, he packed his kit bag and went over his mental checklist one last time.
Cleats? Check. Shin guards? Check. Water bottle? Check.
Benjamin glanced at himself in the mirror. Not being narcissistic but he was quite a handsome young man. With a medium skin tone, defined jawline, light-brown eyes and a matching curly dark-brown hairstyle.
But that wasn't his most attractive feature. At 17 he stood a bit over 7 feet tall with an athletic and slender frame hiding muscle power due to his regular physical activities.
Benjamin whistled at himself with a wryly smile. Even he felt smitten.
He felt good, strong and prepared. His left leg might not be 100%, but he wasn't going to let that stop him. He had worked too hard to let fear get in the way now.
Coach Jansen arrived at his house a little before noon, and they loaded Benjamin's gear into the car. As they drove toward the HFC Haarlem Youth Academy grounds, the air was filled with anticipation.
"You ready for this?" Coach Jansen asked, glancing over at Benjamin.
"Yeah," Benjamin replied, his voice calm. "I'm ready."
They pulled into the academy's parking lot, where a few other players were already gathering.