A Villainess's Redemption as a Doctor

Chapter 5: The cost of healing



The command tent was far more imposing than Minseok had expected. 

It was large, with dark, heavy fabrics draped over its frame, creating an air of somber authority. 

The entrance flaps opened to reveal a large table in the center, cluttered with maps, battle reports, and scrolls. 

Torches cast a flickering light along the canvas walls, illuminating the faces of the officers gathered inside. 

Lord Gavriel stood at the head of the table, his posture rigid, his expression unreadable as he discussed troop movements with several generals.

Minseok paused at the threshold of the tent, his chest tightening. 

This was not the world he was used to.

The world of healing and precision. 

This was a world of power, strategy, and bloodshed. 

And yet, here he was, standing on the edge of both.

Reiner, standing beside him, gave a curt knock on the frame of the tent before entering. 

Gavriel's sharp gaze flickered toward them as they stepped inside, and the room fell into a brief silence.

"Your Highness," Gavriel greeted with his customary formality. 

He motioned to a nearby chair, indicating that Minseok should sit. 

"I'm glad to see you've come. We've made progress on your request"

Minseok nodded but didn't immediately take a seat. 

His mind was still racing from the day's events, from the countless lives he had tried to save with limited tools. 

His hands had never trembled so much as they had in that field hospital, but he pushed those thoughts aside. 

Now was not the time for hesitation.

"I came to discuss the hospital," Minseok said, his voice calm but firm. 

"We need a larger space, with proper sanitation"

"More skilled medics will be needed as the war intensifies. If we continue to treat soldiers under these conditions, we will lose more to infection than to the enemy's blades"

Gavriel leaned back in his chair, considering the request. 

The generals surrounding the table exchanged looks, some skeptical, others indifferent.

"We've already made arrangements to increase the number of healers in the camp," Gavriel replied. 

"However, your request is… ambitious, Your Highness"

"A permanent hospital with proper sanitation would require resources we don't currently have at our disposal"

"It would delay the war effort further."

Minseok's gaze hardened.

"I understand that the war is urgent, but if we do not address the health of the men now, we will be sending them to their deaths in more ways than one"

"These soldiers are not just cannon fodder. They are the backbone of your army, and if you want them to fight effectively, they need to be well"

"Physically and mentally"

A hushed silence fell over the room as Minseok's words hung in the air. 

His gaze met Gavriel's, the weight of his statement clear. 

This wasn't just about medicine, it was about respect for the men who fought for their lives, and for the kingdom's survival.

Gavriel studied him for a long moment, the faintest trace of calculation in his eyes. 

"You have a point," he finally said. 

"But we still face the reality of limited resources. A hospital may take too long to establish"

"However, if you're willing to take the lead on this project, I'll give you the manpower to make it happen… within reason"

Minseok hesitated for only a moment. 

He had come to make a deal, and now, it seemed that the opportunity was before him. 

He had no time to waste on indecision.

"I'll need the tools, the medical supplies, and access to the best herbalists and healers in the kingdom," Minseok stated firmly. 

"And I'll need a dedicated team. You'll need to trust me, Gavriel, and I will prove that I can do this"

The room seemed to tense, the generals waiting for Gavriel's response. 

Finally, Gavriel gave a short nod. 

"Agreed. I'll allocate the resources you need, but remember, Your Highness, time is of the essence"

"The war will not wait for you to finish your hospital"

Minseok nodded, the decision made. 

He understood the stakes, more lives would be lost to war, but they didn't have to be lost to neglect. 

If he could change that, even in a small way, it would be worth it.

"Thank you," Minseok said, his voice steady. 

"I will begin immediately"

Gavriel gave a thin smile. 

"We'll see if your efforts are as successful as you claim"

Minseok ignored the underlying challenge in Gavriel's words and turned to leave the tent. 

As he walked out, Reiner fell in step beside him, he could feel the gravity of what he had just agreed to. 

He wasn't just signing up to heal the wounded; he was committing himself to the survival of men who had no other hope but his knowledge. 

"Do you think it'll work?" 

Reiner asked quietly, his voice laced with a hint of doubt.

Minseok glanced at him, his mind already running through plans and strategies. 

"It has to"

Reiner said nothing further, but the unspoken weight of his concern was palpable. 

Minseok knew that the journey ahead would be fraught with obstacles. 

There would be resistance, both from the war council and from the soldiers themselves. 

They had no reason to trust him, not yet. 

He was a princess who had never seen battle, a healer who had never been tested in such dire circumstances. 

But he would make them see his value. 

He would force them to acknowledge that he was more than just a princess.

Minseok's resolve hardened with every step. 

He would not let the kingdom bleed to death from neglect. 

He had been thrust into this world, and now he would make his mark on it, whether they wanted him to or not.

As the days passed, Minseok's days blurred into one another. 

He worked tirelessly, overseeing the construction of the medical facilities, gathering supplies, and training those who had little to no medical experience. 

His nights were spent with soldiers, tending to their wounds, administering medicine, and listening to their stories. 

Despite the heavy burden on his shoulders, he found solace in the small victories. 

The soldiers who survived his treatments, the ones who expressed gratitude with weak smiles, were his only reward. 

It was a small light in a world of darkness, but it was enough to keep him going.

Yet even as he fought to save lives, a growing unease gnawed at him. 

There were whispers among the soldiers, rumors of unrest and dissatisfaction. 

Gavriel's leadership, though effective in organizing the army, was beginning to fracture. 

Some generals questioned his methods, others his loyalty to the crown. 

It was only a matter of time before these tensions erupted into something more dangerous.

And Minseok, despite his best efforts, was caught in the middle of it all.

The following days became a blur of activity, each one blending seamlessly into the next. 

Minseok threw himself into the work with a fervor he hadn't known he possessed. 

He was accustomed to the calm order of a hospital, but this… this was chaos. 

Every morning, he would rise before dawn, make his rounds through the camp, and check on the construction of the new medical tents. 

By midday, the first batch of soldiers would begin arriving, wounded, broken, some barely clinging to life, others in various states of shock. 

Minseok found that he was able to handle it with an efficiency that surprised even him. 

His medical knowledge was far beyond that of any healer in the kingdom, and the soldiers were beginning to notice. 

But even as he gained respect among the camp's healers and soldiers, there was an underlying tension that Minseok couldn't ignore. 

It was in the furtive glances exchanged when Gavriel was not around, the hushed whispers that lingered in corners when Minseok walked by. 

The soldiers were beginning to question not only the princess's presence but also the looming shadows of conflict among the generals.

One evening, as the sun began to dip below the horizon, casting the camp in hues of red and gold, Minseok found himself once again standing in front of the tent where the war council gathered. 

Reiner had pulled him aside earlier in the day, warning him that things were becoming increasingly volatile between some of the generals. 

Although Gavriel's leadership had held strong thus far, there was a sense of unease that no one could quite shake.

"They are restless," Reiner had said, his voice low. 

"The men, some of them, at least, are beginning to question where the war is headed"

"There's been talk of a mutiny"

Minseok had been taken aback by the word, but Reiner's grim expression told him that this wasn't idle gossip. 

There were cracks in the armor of this campaign, and they were beginning to show.

Now, standing before the canvas walls of the war tent, Minseok could feel that same uneasy energy in the air. 

The guards stationed at the entrance nodded respectfully as he passed, but there was a tension in their eyes that he hadn't noticed before. 

Inside, the council was in full swing.

Gavriel stood at the head of the table, listening intently as a younger general, one who had joined the army in the last few months, spoke in heated tones.

"My lord," the general said, his voice raised, "our forces are dwindling. The enemy's numbers grow daily, while ours seem to shrink by the hour"

"How much longer must we wait for reinforcements from the capital? The soldiers are growing restless, and I fear that a lack of action will only breed discontent"

Gavriel's expression remained unyielding, his gaze sharp as he assessed the situation. 

Minseok knew better than to make his presence known immediately. 

This was a matter of strategy, something the generals would handle themselves but even so, he couldn't help but listen closely. 

"We are in the middle of a campaign that could decide the fate of the kingdom, General. I understand your concerns, but impatience is not our ally," Gavriel replied coolly, his voice laced with authority. 

"We move when we have the advantage"

The younger general was not deterred. 

"But how can we have an advantage when we have no reinforcements, and no supply lines to speak of? Our soldiers are falling ill from lack of proper care. They need more than just our leadership they need support!"

Minseok's heart skipped a beat at the mention of soldiers falling ill. 

He had been so absorbed in his work that he had failed to notice just how many of them were beginning to suffer from the conditions of the camp, fevers, sickness, and wounds that festered under inadequate conditions. 

The lack of proper medical supplies, especially after several shipments had been delayed, was starting to show its toll.

"You speak of reinforcements, but you underestimate the challenges we face in supply lines," Gavriel said, his tone almost condescending. 

"It is a matter of strategy, not convenience"

Minseok's fingers clenched at his sides. 

He couldn't sit idly by while the generals debated the fate of the men they had sent to the front lines. 

They were discussing the soldiers as though they were nothing more than pawns to be moved on a battlefield, not human lives.

"This is not just a matter of strategy," Minseok found himself saying, stepping forward despite himself. 

All eyes turned to him, and for a moment, the air in the tent seemed to be still. 

He squared his shoulders, forcing his nerves into submission. 

"The soldiers need more than just orders. They need proper medical care and better conditions, and, above all, they need to know that we will not let them die in vain"

"We cannot win this war if we lose them to disease and injury"

Gavriel's gaze hardened, and for the briefest of moments, Minseok thought he saw something like annoyance flash in his eyes.

"We are aware of the medical situation, Your Highness," Gavriel said coolly. 

"But I remind you, our focus must remain on the battlefield"

"You can't win a war with an army of sick and injured men," Minseok countered, his voice unwavering. 

"Without proper care, we'll be sending them to their graves without a fight"

The silence in the room was palpable as the generals exchanged uncomfortable glances. 

Even Gavriel seemed momentarily caught off guard by Minseok's boldness. 

The younger general who had spoken earlier glanced at Minseok, then back to Gavriel.

"She's right," the general said reluctantly, breaking the tension. 

"We need to address the sickness and injuries if we want to maintain any kind of fighting force"

Minseok glanced around at the other officers, some of whom were nodding in agreement, while others still seemed unconvinced. 

His pulse quickened. 

This wasn't just a battle over strategy anymore; it was a battle for the men who fought under the banner of Lumastra. 

If the generals and Gavriel refused to see the importance of medical care, then the war effort would crumble from within.

"I will ensure that proper medical supplies are used," Minseok said firmly, his gaze locking with Gavriel's. 

"And I will make sure that proper care is given to every soldier, no matter their rank. But you must trust me on this"

"If we lose the men to disease, we lose the war"

Gavriel's eyes narrowed, studying him for a long moment. 

Minseok's heart pounded, but he did not look away.

Finally, Gavriel spoke, his voice low and measured. 

"Very well. You will have the resources. But understand this, Your Highness: if you fail, the consequences will not be yours alone to bear"

Minseok nodded, his jaw tightening. 

He knew the risks. 

But it was a risk he had to take, for the sake of the soldiers, and for the kingdom itself.

Minseok left the war tent with a sense of quiet determination settling over him. 

The conversation had been a turning point, but he knew that it was just the beginning. 

Now, with the resources promised to him, he had to act swiftly before the situation deteriorated further.

Outside, the evening air was crisp, and the sounds of the camp seemed distant, muffled by the heavy weight of his thoughts. 

The battle for their health, for their lives, had just begun, and there was no time to waste. 

Minseok had seen what the lack of proper care could do to wounded soldiers left to fester in their own misery, dying from infections that could have been prevented with the right treatment. 

The thought twisted his stomach into knots.

"Your Highness"

Minseok turned to see Reiner approaching, his brow furrowed in concern. 

His sharp eyes scanned Minseok's expression before settling on the weight of the words they had just shared.

"You're… holding up well, considering," Reiner said cautiously.

Minseok gave him a tired smile, though it didn't reach his eyes. 

"I have no choice but to hold up, Reiner. There's too much at stake now"

"I can see that," Reiner muttered. 

"And you're right. The generals have agreed to your demands, but I can't help but feel like they're only agreeing because they're cornered"

"There's more to this than they're letting on. Tensions are high, and some of them are already questioning Gavriel's leadership"

Minseok sighed, rubbing the back of his neck. 

"I don't know what will happen, but we can't let the soldiers suffer while they argue over tactics. If they're not willing to see the truth, then it's up to me to make them understand"

Reiner regarded him thoughtfully, before clapping him on the shoulder. 

"Don't forget that you've got allies, Your Highness. Some of us will stand with you"

Minseok looked at Reiner, who gave him a small, knowing smile. 

It was the first time he'd seen him show any sign of genuine camaraderie, and it offered Minseok a small measure of reassurance. 

For all the uncertainty surrounding him, there were still people willing to stand by him. 

For now, that was enough.

"We'll need to start organizing the resources right away," Minseok said. 

"I'll need help with the logistics"

Reiner nodded. 

"Consider it done. I'll have a few men assigned to assist you with the procurement of medical supplies"

With a final nod, Reiner turned and disappeared into the darkening camp, leaving Minseok to his thoughts. 

He felt the weight of his responsibilities, a heaviness that had become his constant companion since that fateful day when he had assumed the body of Princess Seraphina. 

The role he now played was more than a title.

It was a test of everything he had ever learned, a test of his conviction and his ability to make a real difference in a world that seemed hell-bent on its own destruction.

The following days were a whirlwind of activity. 

Minseok barely had time to sleep as he coordinated the establishment of the medical facilities, overseeing the construction of temporary surgical tents, ensuring that the necessary medical supplies were delivered, and organizing the healing staff. 

His reputation as someone with exceptional knowledge of medicine continued to grow, and he found himself pulled in countless directions, from tending to soldiers' wounds to making rounds in the hastily constructed infirmary.

The camp was a flurry of activity, and the sounds of it filled his days and nights.

Horses whinnying, soldiers shouting orders, and the clatter of metal and wood as the camp expanded. 

But beneath it all, there was an underlying sense of dread that gnawed at him. 

Despite all his efforts, he knew the situation was still precarious. 

The soldiers' health had begun to improve slightly with the increased attention, but the underlying tension between the generals was palpable. 

No one spoke openly of the growing unrest, but it lingered in the air, thick and suffocating.

By the end of the week, Minseok had noticed that his presence in the camp was beginning to have an effect. 

He had healed men who had been on the brink of death, saved soldiers who had been left behind, and worked tirelessly to prevent the spread of infection. 

Yet the work was never-ending. 

The more he healed, the more wounds seemed to appear. 

The war wasn't just a battle on the field, it was a constant war against sickness, against the conditions of the camp, and the looming threat of internal collapse.

One morning, as he made his way through the infirmary to check on the wounded, he overheard a conversation between two soldiers. 

They were sitting near the back of the tent, their faces grim.

"I heard the generals are getting ready to make another move," one of them muttered, his voice low and filled with suspicion.

"The war's dragging on too long. Some of the men are questioning Gavriel's tactics," the other soldier replied, shaking his head. 

"We're losing too many men to disease and injuries, and there's no end in sight"

Minseok's stomach tightened. 

He couldn't ignore the unrest any longer. 

The rumblings of rebellion were getting louder, and it wouldn't be long before it reached a boiling point. 

He had to do something before it was too late.

He approached the soldiers cautiously, his voice calm but firm. 

"I understand your concerns," he said, making them both turn to face him. 

"But know this: it is not just Gavriel who holds the fate of the kingdom in his hands"

"Each of us, soldiers and healers alike, plays a part in the future of this war"

"If we do not work together, if we allow ourselves to fracture, we will all fall"

The soldiers exchanged uneasy glances, clearly unsure of how to respond. 

Minseok's presence, though authoritative, was still new, and many of the soldiers were hesitant to place their trust in the princess, especially when it came to matters of leadership and politics. 

But as he looked at their weary faces, he knew that the true enemy was not just the forces on the battlefield. 

It was also the fear, the doubt, and the disillusionment that was slowly creeping into the hearts of the men.

"We have to keep moving forward," Minseok continued, his voice quiet but firm. 

"If you want to change the course of this war, you need to have faith in one another. The only way we win is by standing together"

The soldiers were silent for a moment, their eyes locked on him. 

Finally, one of them nodded slowly.

"You're right," he said quietly. 

"But we've all been through hell out here. We need something more than just words"

Minseok nodded, understanding. 

Words alone wouldn't win the war, but actions could. 

He knew that the coming days would be critical, not just for the soldiers, but for the kingdom itself. 

If they couldn't find unity, if they couldn't stand firm against the mounting pressures from both within and outside the camp, they would crumble.

"Get some rest," Minseok said, offering them a small, reassuring smile. 

"And remember, no one is alone here. Not while I'm in charge"

As he turned and left the infirmary, his thoughts were heavy. 

There was no turning back now. 

He had placed himself at the forefront of this conflict, and now he had to see it through.

Back in the camp, Gavriel's presence continued to loom over everything. 

His unyielding leadership had brought them to this point, but there was no guarantee it would hold. 

The war effort had already begun to take its toll on the men's morale, and Minseok knew that if Gavriel's leadership faltered, the soldiers would look for someone else to lead them.

But Minseok was no warrior. 

He had no battlefield experience, no military prowess. 

What he had was knowledge.

Knowledge of healing, of life, and of what it meant to fight for something bigger than yourself.

And that, Minseok realized as he paced through the camp that night, was enough.

Minseok's thoughts swirled in the dim light of the camp as he walked through the rows of tents. 

The weight of the responsibility that had settled on his shoulders felt heavier with each passing day. 

As much as he had tried to push it away, the looming shadow of the war, the fractures within the ranks, and the lives that depended on his decisions were inescapable. 

The camp was quieter now, the night's air still, but in that silence, the tension felt almost tangible. 

He knew that the generals were still watching him, waiting for his next move, hoping that he would prove his worth beyond the healing tents. 

But Minseok was no fool. 

He understood that his presence here, despite his medical expertise, was more than just about saving lives. 

It was about the very future of the kingdom, about leadership, and about the people who depended on them.

His mind returned to the conversation in the council tent. 

Gavriel had granted him the resources he had asked for, but the general's words still echoed in Minseok's mind. 

'If you fail, the consequences will not be yours alone to bear'

He couldn't fail, not now. 

Not when there was still so much at stake.

That night, as the camp settled into a quiet rhythm, Minseok spent hours in the medical tent, poring over the records of the soldiers' conditions. 

He had to ensure that no life was lost unnecessarily and that every wounded man had a chance to survive. 

His body ached from the constant demands of the camp, but his resolve only grew stronger. 

He had made his decision when he chose to step into Seraphina's life, and there was no going back now.

As the stars twinkled faintly in the sky above, Minseok stood at the entrance of the tent, looking out over the camp. 

It was a long road ahead, but perhaps, just perhaps, he could make a difference. 

He was no princess, and he wasn't sure he was cut out to lead armies, but he could heal the wounded. 

He could stand for the soldiers who had no one else. 

He could be the one thing they all needed most… hope.

And maybe, just maybe, that would be enough.

The wind carried with it the promise of change, and Minseok could feel it in his bones. 

The war was far from over. 

The trials ahead would be brutal, and the enemies both on and off the battlefield were many. 

But at this moment, beneath the stars, there was a single spark of certainty that burned within him.

Tomorrow would be another day to fight for the men who believed in something more than just the war. 

Tomorrow, he would stand tall as a healer, a leader, and, perhaps, the spark that could ignite the kingdom's path to redemption.


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