Chapter 21: What it takes
I lingered in the hallway for a moment, unable to tear my eyes away from the spot where the blood had pooled.
The eerie silence that followed the fight felt almost unnatural, as if the walls themselves were holding their breath. The faint smell of iron hung in the air, mingling with the cold scent of stone.
My pulse still pounded in my ears, my mind spinning with the brutal images of what had just unfolded.
I wasn't sure how long I stood there, but eventually, the sound of footsteps behind me snapped me out of my trance. I turned to find Kira standing in the doorway, her face a mix of concern and wariness. She must have seen me watching from the edges of the crowd.
"You alright?" she asked, her voice gentle but firm.
I nodded, but my thoughts were far from calm. "Yeah… just... processing."
Her gaze shifted to the bloodstained floor, her lips tightening. "That was a lot to take in. But it's normal here. They're not like us, Alex. They're.."
"Monsters?" I finished for her, the word slipping out before I could stop it.
Kira flinched, her eyes flickering to mine. "No. Not monsters. But... they're different. They've been fighting like that for years. It's just how things are. Survival."
"Survival…" I repeated, the word tasting bitter on my tongue. "Is that what this place is? A fight for survival?"
Kira's eyes softened, but the edge in her voice remained. "It's not just about fighting. It's about power. The trials, the factions, everything we do here, it's all about proving who's strong enough to survive this world. And it's only going to get harder from here."
I swallowed hard, trying to shake the tension from my shoulders. It was as if the weight of everything I had yet to face was finally pressing down on me all at once.
I had only just arrived, and already, I felt like I was drowning in this world of beasts, magic, and violence.
"That fight," I started, my voice a little shaky, "it was nothing like what I've seen before. The vampire… and the werewolf... they weren't just fighting. It was... brutal."
Kira nodded, her expression grim. "That's the reality here. You think you can handle it, but there's always someone stronger, faster, more ruthless. And if you're not careful, you'll end up like one of them, broken and discarded."
I felt the blood drain from my face. "Is that what happens if we can't keep up? We're thrown away?"
Kira looked away for a moment, her expression unreadable. "You don't get thrown away... but you do get left behind. It's up to you to keep moving forward, to prove that you're worthy of a place in this world. If you can't keep up... well, you'll just end up another casualty."
The words struck me harder than I cared to admit. My thoughts raced. The trials were approaching, and the weight of their expectations, the brutality of the world I had been thrust into, felt like it was bearing down on me from all sides.
"Is that why you're doing this?" I asked, my voice barely above a whisper. "Why you're pushing so hard?"
Kira hesitated, her gaze lingering on the blood-stained floor. "I don't have a choice. None of us do. The trials... they're a chance for us to prove we belong. Not just to the factions, but to ourselves. It's like a rite of passage. Survive it, and you show you're strong enough to make it here."
I nodded slowly, trying to process everything she was saying. But despite her words, a gnawing feeling of uncertainty gnawed at me. The fight I had witnessed wasn't just some routine sparring session between factions, it was a violent reminder that this world didn't forgive weakness.
"Do you think I'm ready for the trials?" I asked, unable to keep the doubt from creeping into my voice.
Kira's eyes locked onto mine, her expression softening. "I think you've got more potential than you realize. But you're going to have to dig deeper, Alex. You're going to have to face things you never thought you could. And you're going to have to fight for it."
A heavy silence settled between us, and I couldn't help but wonder if Kira believed her own words. Did anyone really believe they were ready for what was coming? Or were they just pretending to be?
Before I could ask her anything more, a sharp voice cut through the tension.
"Alex!"
I turned to find Sean jogging toward us, his face flushed with exertion, his expression set with determination. He looked like he had been running. When he reached us, he paused, glancing over his shoulder toward the direction of the fight, his eyes narrowing.
"You saw the fight, didn't you?" he asked, his voice serious.
I nodded, still trying to steady my breathing. "Yeah... It was..." I trailed off, unable to find the words to describe what I had just witnessed.
Sean seemed to understand. "It's brutal, yeah. But it's nothing new around here. You're going to see a lot more of that in the coming weeks. Trust me."
Kira stepped in, her eyes flashing with a mix of frustration and concern. "We've been talking about this, Sean. Alex is still trying to figure out where he fits into all this."
Sean glanced at me, his expression softening slightly. "I get it, man. I do. But you have to understand something. The trials... they're more than just some competition. They're a test. A test of who you are, what you're capable of. But most importantly, they're about survival. You don't go in there half-assed, or you'll never make it out."
I felt the weight of his words pressing down on me, but there was something else behind them, something that made my chest tighten. "What happens if you don't make it out?" I asked, barely able to control the fear in my voice.
Sean met my gaze with a steady look. "You don't want to find out."
The silence that followed was thick, the air charged with an intensity that made my skin prickle. Kira, for her part, didn't look any less anxious, but there was something resolute in her stance now. She was ready to face whatever came next, no matter the cost.
But me? I wasn't sure if I was ready. The fight had rattled me more than I cared to admit, and Sean's words about survival weighed heavily on me.
As the three of us stood there in the quiet aftermath of the chaos, I realized one thing: this world was nothing like I had imagined. And if I didn't figure out how to survive, I wasn't sure I would make it through the trials or this place alive.