A Heroine Who Can Never Be Abandoned

5 – Haerin Kang (5)

Haerin Kang (5)

Luckily, the bathroom door didn’t open.

Couples who have known each other for a long time have no qualms about being naked, but it seemed we weren’t that close.

“… Yes, cheo, wash up slowly and come out.”

“Yeah-♡”

Your voice is really pretty

With the addition of the bathroom’s echo, there is no such thing as an oriole.

I went back to my room and opened my laptop.

Power was already on.

When I went to a used transaction, it didn’t work even when I charged it to full, but this time it stayed on all day and the battery was full.

A novel was being written.

As if I was following a serialized piece, I read the amount written when I was not looking at my laptop.

[… Song Yeon-woo. that’s the man’s name Haerin Kang looked at the man with a smile. It’s a pity that I couldn’t take off the hat. It would be nice if I could remember the features a little more clearly. Of course, the reason she looked at him was not because of affection.]

This time, Kang Hae-rin’s actions.

It was exactly the same style and content as the sentences of the novels I serialize on the platform.

Except this isn’t fiction, it’s reality.

[… This time, Kang Hae-rin’s gaze turned to the man standing in front of Song Yeon-woo. White skin and thin double eyelids that stimulate the protective instinct. straight nose. The most attractive thing was the clean pink lips.]

[…her man, Lee Dong-min.]

Horrifyingly, that was the day before yesterday.

‘He said he was busy…’

I guess I’m a bit exaggerated, but she was watching me from inside the Mercedes.

When I was watching as I went out to the station to sell this damn laptop.

It was the first time I knew that the man’s name was Song Yeon-woo.

How the hell does Kang Haerin know?

[… “If you make two more mistakes…” Kang Hae-rin muttered softly inside Mercedes. “… Haa…” My heart felt stuffy and hot. My stomach tickled. Lee Dong-min was as miserable as a puppy in the rain.]

[… I felt a strange pleasure in the anger. However, Kang Hae-rin did not enjoy Lee Dong-min’s suffering. To be precise, he was moved by himself who was in pain while watching Lee Dong-min’s suffering.]

[… “You keep me alive…”]

‘If I make two more mistakes…’

This part requires some explanation.

If I had posted it like this, and if the reader had read my novel for the first time, they would not have understood it.

Kang Haerin doesn’t kill anyone.

She prefers a so-called ‘Three Strikes’.

So if the target commits 3 moral and ethical mistakes, we see that as a sign.

It means you can punish him.

People call me a crazy b*tch, but at that time I wanted to create a character that was rational and had my own sense of justice rather than a maniac psychopath killer.

The problem is that the conditions are unpredictable.

Kang Hae-rin’s fear comes from there.

Maybe Song Yeon-woo raised his voice in front of me and cursed at ‘One Strike’.

But that’s my fault.

I was a bit surprised, but if Kang Hae-rin killed him for that reason, I couldn’t help but feel guilty.

Haerin Kang is supporting me.

It’s not because I’m great, it’s because I believe that a person who lacks me completes me as a ‘human’.

The emotions she feels while loving me are different from the desolate, desolate, alien, anti-human, and non-human emotions Kang Hae-rin usually feels.

I’m going to put a name on it at will.

‘This is maternal love.’

‘This is love.’

‘This is a protective instinct.’

‘This is an obsession.’

‘It depends.’

I am important to her who wants to be human because she feels those emotions only through me.

And this was my sin.

I, who was exhausted, made Kang Hae-rin a person who couldn’t feel anything, and I didn’t want to give up on her, so I made her feel moved only by me.

“But still…”

I had hope

‘Song Yeon-woo, I’m sorry.’

‘I will protect you.’

Of course, when he gets angry, it’s scary enough to make his hair stand on end, but he has to endure it as an adult.

2 strikes left.

For the time being, we need to keep an eye on Kang Hae-rin.

I don’t want anyone to die because of me.

#

“surprised.”

After taking a shower, Kang Hae-rin said that, but in fact, she only smiled, not looking surprised at all.

Her thick, wet hair was slightly bluish rather than black.

‘It’s really the color of a crow’s feathers wet in the rain.’

She was wearing a shower gown.

I didn’t even know that such a thing existed in our house.

there couldn’t have been

Just as Kang Hae-rin appeared out of nowhere, it wouldn’t surprise me if her gown or toothbrush popped out of nowhere.

“Heh, it’s good to see Dongmin.”

She cries cutely and hugs her.

The sweet scent of the body wash tickled his nose, and his muscles relaxed at the temperature he felt from her body.

But there was a word that came to mind coldly.

‘A murderer.’

Haerin Kang was a dangerous woman.

I stiffened and patted her on the back.

She raised her head and kissed her.

Grab my cheeks and lift my heels lovingly.

Perhaps it was right after the shower, her mouth tasted like toothpaste, and unlike her warm body, her tongue felt a bit cool.

I’ve never tried it, but what if I kissed a snake?

flinch.

Kang Hae-rin took another step, hugged my neck, and kissed me.

I couldn’t resist this time.

… you’re so good at it.

A kiss that gradually becomes dense and persistent.

As a writer, I have the authority to say that Kang Hae-rin had never done anything like this with anyone before me.

It is possible to guess that the learning ability will be good this way because the brain rotation is so fast, but how can you do this well without practical experience?

If you’ve tried it, you’ve learned all of it from me, but if you put it that way, I was really a pity.

This stimulation was too strong.

Besides, if we get carried away by the atmosphere like this, no matter how far she and I go, I think we will cross the final line.

“Ha, ha… Haerin-ah, wait.”

I forcibly removed her.

The response came right below.

I wish I hadn’t noticed.

“Ooh, we, I don’t think we should do this.”

I stumbled back.

“…it’s too sudden, no way.”

If you listen to all of Kang Hae-rin’s requests like Lee Dong-min in the study, the skinship progress will be too fast.

And the result of going ‘with the flow’ is my death.

As a human being, I would give in if I looked skin to skin with her soft body overflowing with s*xual attraction to a subject with a cute face.

Perhaps it falls faster than in the novel.

‘Come to your senses, Lee Dong-min, let’s go out with integrity!’

I went back to my room at once.

I needed an excuse.

Whoops.

Without much thought, I picked up my phone and confirmed that there was a message from Park Se-young, my junior at school.

[Brother, do you have time now?]

“……”

Did he originally call me brother?

Or is this the way the insiders do it?

[Will you take a look?]

As soon as I checked the message, a reply came.

It seems you have been waiting

A hum was heard in the living room.

The melody was lyrical, but it reminded me that it was a classic that was her ‘execution song’ and it made me shudder.

I needed a reason to leave.

I urgently replied to Park Se-young.

[Where is it?]

After making an appointment with her, I got ready to go out, and Kang Hae-rin, who was sitting on the sofa and smiling, stood up.

She was smiling leisurely, as if her pride wasn’t hurt at all because she was rejected for skinship.

After all, Kang Haerin is a woman with high self-esteem.

“Where?”

“… Ah, well, to see some friends…”

“friend?”

“… huh.”

I was afraid that I might have offended Kang Hae-rin, even for a moment, but there was no change in expression.

“Bye.”

just smile

He didn’t even ask what kind of friend he was.

“Uh, yes… I’ll go…”

can i really go?

As if reading my thoughts, she added.

“It’s fine as long as you’re not cheating.”

nice.

“……”

I nodded awkwardly.

It’s embarrassing, but Park Se-young is just a junior.

No matter which way you look at it, there is no room for interpretation.

As I was about to leave the front door, I was surprised to find that the laptop was still in the room and went back.

It was strange to think about how many Kang Hae-rins there would be in this place without a landlord and why they were so confident, but as long as she was here, I couldn’t leave them behind.

“You want to take it? You said you were meeting a friend.”

Haerin Kang said.

“You’re afraid I’ll see you? Honey, I promised you. As much as he respects my privacy, I will not interfere in his privacy.”

It wasn’t a bad tone, and I know very well that if she said that, she would absolutely keep it.

It’s uncomfortable though.

I made an excuse and took it.

I’m going to have to stay at my sister’s house for now.

#

“… ah…”

It’s been strange since the meeting place was a bar.

“brother-! here!”

It was Park Se-young who waved at me, but there was another woman next to her.

He is resting his hand on his chin.

She looked at me with slightly drunken eyes.

“I do not remember? I am Baek Yu-ram. you, motive.”

The woman next to Park Se-young, with her eyes wide open and her chin resting on her face with a slightly reddish face, said.

With her body bent, she could see a little bit of her breastbone.

I turned my head and asked.

“Baek Yu-ram?”

It was like I vaguely remembered it.

When I was thinking about it, she spoke first.

“I said I wouldn’t see you for a while, so you must have gone to the army.”

“…yes, public interest…”

“The public interest? Well, these days, even if your body is fine, you go to the public interest. can i ask why? where are you sick?”

“……”

I was taken aback by the barrage of questions.

I chose my words carefully because I thought it would cause prejudice if I said that I had fallen to level 4 due to mental illness.

My sister also told me not to tell the reason.

It’s because even if you dare to say that you are suffering from a mental illness, or that you have suffered from it, you won’t see anything good.

Fortunately, she seemed to have lost interest in my first question while I was choosing my words.

“Haa, I’m drunk… I’m so weak. Seyoung.”

“I guess so. sister.”

Unlike Baek Yu-ram, Park Se-young was sitting with her back straight and looking at me with a fairly sane mind.

“… Me, did you remember? Dongmin Lee? But you didn’t recognize it at first. for being so different What happened? Why are you so… handsome?”

Baek Yoo-ram, slightly bent down, was wearing a deep V-neck, corrugated-patterned shirt, which made it a little burdensome.

“Do you remember we did our group assignment together?”

She said.

Then I remembered too.

“… Ah, yes.”

“At that time, after our assignment, I asked you to have a cup of coffee, but you broke me. Whoops, remember? do you remember I was very embarrassed then…”

Baek Yu-ram laughed.

To be precise, Baek Yoo-ram didn’t ask me to drink with him, he suggested it as an after-party feeling.

Her memory wasn’t accurate.

To say that the group assignment was ‘over’, it was a little later when she suddenly asked me to drink coffee.

That is, two or three weeks after the announcement.

At that time, I had severe antiphobia, so I was barely doing group assignments, and even after that was over, it was burdensome to drink coffee just the two of us.

“Anyway…it has changed a lot. It has become cool!”

She threw a double stick at me.

“……”

“My sister called me because she wanted to see my brother. Sorry for the sudden call.”

As soon as Park Se-young arrived, Baek Yu-ram’s condition was so messed up that he urged her as if he was embarrassed.

“Sister, would you like to go in today?”

“What? I hate…”

Baek Yu-ram tried to stand up and hit the table with his knee.

The water in the cup trickled down and flowed down Baek Yoo-ram’s skirt and thighs.

“Ego… mistake…”

She turned around the table and sat down next to me.

“Hey, I’m lonely…”

She grabbed my arm and squeezed my chest.

back.

Confused, I looked at Park Se-young.

“… uh, uh… this…”

But she made no gesture.

I didn’t even pretend to dry it.

Suddenly, the delusions of persecution began to flare up again.

In my vague memory, Baek Yoo-ram seems to have always been a woman who made loud noises surrounded by men.

There is no reason to be nice to a jjinta like me.

The Chinta radar triggered a red alert.